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First of today I fall into Tay bc I have to the hunger games trilogy is by far one of the best I’ve ever read READ READ I’m very vocal I don’t think any person who hasn’t read it should be allowed to see the movies…..the books are so powerful they have such a message and it’s very emotional to me even now and yes I read them a lot lol I think it makes me uneasy still to think of prims name being called, the number if times Gail’s name was entered, the games, and Katniss the ending was just the beginning….I get to the second book and even right this very minute I recall reading they would have to go back again and i literally screamed tears fell fast and I hyperventilated pure honestly I did I didn’t understand something so cruel and mean the ending was shocking reading it then the mockingJay and btw nothing compares to READING to start it hurt even a little more than the last you’re wanting to know where’s Peeta wtf happened and then all this awful awful heartbreaking stuff happens and it can’t get any worse then Prim dies and I don’t know that I stopped crying for hours even after I finished reading which I had to re-read the end three times to grasp it all bc it happens so fast I was so depressed and broken and in physical pain my heart hurt, my head ached, my eyes burned……going to see the hunger games I fell in love with Katniss and Jenn she was made to be Katniss I liked seeing the gameing room some povs we don’t get in the book. catching fire I was not ecstatic for like I was for the hunger games bc I knew it would be hard and Also nervous about fucking it up but they didn’t it’s the best film adaption of a book to movie I’ve seen they made it to where for the READERS it was right but brought along enough fed info for non readers and this time I fell in love with Peeta and josh just like the first I cried from the first scene until past the credits but I’m proud of it. I have no idea how people don’t read it’s like breathing to me.
Why is it easier to look away from the real from the uncomfortable from the pain than to stare it in the eye bc just maybe that’s what’s going to give a person, a country, a company it could be just what’s needed to work and fix illnesses, illnesses in children people run from bc it hurts, war…. Soldiers being flown home in a casket to their waiting loved ones….they gave their life for you, their families dreams and futures for you……they have to live in pain forever but look away pretend it’s not there, athletes make billions more than those people giving their lives and their families. How is that possible? Why is it possible? As long as people keep turning away this world will keep getting warping and as long as it’s not your child, mom, brother, dad, husband, wife or friend then people are fine living shaded up…… Yes I feel things more intensely…..it makes me I’ll bc I don’t know how to healthy handle feelings and emotions but I’d rather be this ME any day than the person looking away…….. I’m told there’s a better way but only by the people who look away what if there were more people who looked and felt and tried to fix it…. Maybe we’d all be physically sick with migraines or the other EDs or maybe it’d be a better place